Secondhand Emotion / temporarily sold out
Finding this zine submission in the distro’s po box is one of my true zine-related highlights of 2015. Subtitled “a zine about love, anxiety, gender, race, and feelings,” Cassandra explores her anxiety around romantic relationships in a very open & authentic way. She digs through her familial relationships, her friendships, and her past romantic relationships to examine the complicated feelings she harbors about being a black feminist woman who seeks love. This zine is super text-heavy, with pieces on the Black Lives Matter movement, problematic white feminism, & tattoos as self care filling up the second half of its pages. I can’t wait to read the forthcoming second issue. Highly recommended.
Secondhand Emotion #2 / $3 / 2 oz
I really loved the first issue of this zine & so I was thrilled to discover that the second issue is also incredible. It carries the subtitle of “navigating the politics of attraction in late capitalism through a nihilistic feminist lens” & the writing inside is candid & powerful. Here Cassandra looks back on past relationships (& her actions once they ended) in order to dig through feelings about race + location + desirability + social capital. In doing so she works through difficult questions & realizations about herself, her past partners, and her community. This is one of the best zine series being published today, I promise you.
Sidai: Stories of Our Bodies / $5 / 2 oz
Through gorgeous color photographs and accompanying narratives, this zine documents different forms of Black body art (tattoos, piercings, stretch marks, birthmarks, etc). As Ameerah, one of the founders of Sidah, said in a note with her submission, “The zine was created as a healing space for Black folks to reclaim their bodies and their beautification processes.” It is a striking celebration of Black bodies & it’s worth every penny of your $5. Sidai is truly a stunning, indispensable zine.
Small Bikes Big Trees / $2 / 2 oz
Jen & Benji created this zine to document a bike tour from Seattle to San Diego, or as the subtitle says, “Two Brown Folks Brave the Pacific Coast, From One Hometown to Another.” I’m not a cyclist, but the stories inside are so, so rad. Along the way Jen & Benji embrace adventure (even though it can be scary and hard), have run-ins with sometimes weirdo / sometimes helpful strangers, and push themselves in new ways. Their tales are written through a critical lens, with writing about how gender + bodies + race were wrapped up in their tour, because those things are tangled up in everything, always. Also included are tips for long bikes trips: what to eat, where to stay, how to tour for cheap, and more. I love this zine so much. Highly recommended.
Telegram #39 / $3 / 1 oz
Maranda says of this issue, “Telegram #39 is about examining the ways poverty, trauma, and chronic pain shape & alter & distort my perceptions of myself, my body, & my imagination.” I’ve already read this zine twice & I know I’ll read it again — it’s that good. It’s one long essay that reads like an open letter or diary entry, and Maranda doesn’t hold back when writing about how poverty & trauma & chronic pain have affected them throughout their life and into the present day. They lay bare their reality, they dream & ask questions & seek out coping strategies, they keep living. This is one of the best issues of Telegram I’ve ever read, & I’ve been reading it for years & years. Highly recommended.
Thou Shalt Not Talk About the White Boys Club: Challenging the Unwritten Rules of Punk / temporarily sold out
This is the second, expanded edition of a zine Sari wrote in 2012. They acknowledge their shifting perspective on some of what was in the earlier edition, and yet it’s still a striking examination of the flaws found in punk, and the ways it pushes away folks (many of whom are women, people of color, trans, queer, or genderqueer) who feel betrayed by it. It’s split into seven sections: race and gendered expectations for dress and behavior; perpetuating misogyny, girl hate, and “special snowflake” syndrome; accessibility, faux unity, and ironic perpetuation of racism in punk; influence, creative participation, and going behind the music; mosh pits, white masculinity, and normalized aggression and anger; purity in politics, behaviors, and interest; and trying to incite positive change in the scene. There is so much to take in — this zine is 58 text-heavy pages — & it will probably break your little punk heart a bit more than it already has been, but if you’re up for it, it will also challenge you to make punk better.
Tributaries #6 / $3.50 / 2 oz
JC, who has long since been diagnosed with Juvenile Rheumatoid Arthritis, shares what it was like when her hand stopped working like it used to. Unable to move three fingers, and in increasing pain, she writes about the fear of having your body betray you, of how to present your body in ways that can be shielded from inquisitive strangers but taken seriously by healthcare providers. Doctor’s appointments & x-rays explain JC’s diagnosis, and as she prepares for her fifth major surgery, she reveals the deep emotions behind what’s to come. JC is one of the world’s kindest, loveliest humans, and I am thankful that she continues to share her experiences through her writing.
Tributaries #7 / $2.50 2oz
I could say that this issue of Tributaries is about JC’s wrist surgery & her recovery process, but it is so much more than that. It’s about how to survive events that change who you are, physically and emotionally. It’s about how to lean on those who care for you and how to reconnect with the world when you are pulled out of your daily routine. It’s about healing and rebuilding and growing stronger. JC’s writing is gorgeous and she is very open with everything that she feels. This zine is how every zine should be. Highly recommended.
Truckface #18 / $3 / 3 oz
It’s scrawled across on the front cover & it radiates through the writing inside: we’re in this together. LB is a piercing storyteller & here they share tales of survival, of their attempts to help their students navigate traumatic experiences & threats of violence, along with the ways friends & new healing methods (crystals, medication, a Rihanna record, etc) help LB deal with mental illness, death, & hard times. LB writes about becoming more vocal about their gender identity, being diagnosed with bipolar disorder, and existing (& teaching) in a culture of misogyny & systematic oppression. Through it runs the central theme of taking care of each other. Truckface is heavy but hopeful and it will be my favorite zine until the end of time. Highly recommended.
The Tyranny of Civility / $4 / 2 oz
The four lengthy essays in this zine are centered on, as the subtitle says, “the choice between black liberation and white comfort.” Marc writes about the racial & gendered implications of respectability politics and tone policing, the reasons why empathy isn’t enough to threaten social oppression, how white folks need to work through their personal discomfort with the ways in which people of color voice their resistance to racial oppression, the harm in framing of disruption as “violence,” and so much more. This zine is pointed & passionate, and it’s absolutely necessary reading. Highly recommended.